Moving On

Another natural cycle. Another bust.

I had some crazy ass notion that this month would be different. Since I was temping, I am able to confidently say I did ovulate (hooray), so at least I know that’s not the issue. Not that it’s ever been an issue but at least I can rule that out. 

I really wish someone would come up with another test to confirm if the egg even was fertilized. I still think that’s the issue. 

I asked M the other day if he would consider taking an actual prescription to help his swimmers rather than just vitamins. I’m no doctor but I feel like I have a good sense of what the problem is and what our options are.

What I also know is the men are extremely sensitive about their manhood. 

I just feel like if M could improve his numbers by taking some pills for a few months and that increasing our odds, maybe, just maybe we wouldn’t have to do IVFS. Maybe an IUI a would work.

I’m just frustrated. I know how lucky we are to have a happy healthy baby. So why does it still suck knowing what we will have to go through in order to give her a sibling.